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October 8th, 2006

And you'll wish we never shoud've had hearts, only eyes to feel and judge and find out what's real.
POSTED AT 01:52 PM

x I cried, afterwards. I felt like I was disgusting. For a few minutes, I loathed myself. I felt like a silly shit. And probably, that's all that I must say.

x A lot of things have been on my mind lately. Wanting to study again after graduation ( which will solicit a lot of eyebrows raised, for sure). Heavy preparations to be made for the bazaars. Designs, designs, designs. Thesis. Haircut. Supressing envy ( that is, if anybody can. And if supress is really spelled as such/ im too lazy to check mr webster, dirtboy). How to wake up early so as not to be dropped out of the 7am class (and yeah, what the hell was i thinking getting a class that early when my body clock always turns on snooze when somebody wakes me up) + yadayadayadayadaaaya.da.

x Reason orients our minds into this world of fucking illusion. That was me trying to sound absolutely cool. Lol.


October 18th, 2006

Hyperbolic hysteria of some sort
POSTED AT 05:15 AM

October 18 is a Wednesday. October 18 is today.

robopopped

Yes, it's bland and blah like that. So I'm buying myself some watercolor and then let's see.


October 19th, 2006

Tootles
POSTED AT 06:53 AM

This is probably depression. Symptoms recurring include eating like mad + not wanting to be home after school + worrying about almost everything + getting pissed off with even the lousiest of all reasons + wanting to spend so much time alone + etc. Ack. This is the sadness. Ive tried cheering myself up (er pathetic) but all to no avail. I think I need more chocolates. And coffee. Green nail polish? Or probably purple. I need some form of release. I want to paint I dont know why. I miss the old life.

 

Hay earth.


October 24th, 2006

Pifty-five.
POSTED AT 12:28 PM

Yesyesho

Definitely.



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