Entries for October, 2006
October 8th, 2006
And you'll wish we never shoud've had hearts, only eyes to feel and judge and find out what's real. POSTED AT 01:52 PM x A lot of things have been on my mind lately. Wanting to study again after graduation ( which will solicit a lot of eyebrows raised, for sure). Heavy preparations to be made for the bazaars. Designs, designs, designs. Thesis. Haircut. Supressing envy ( that is, if anybody can. And if supress is really spelled as such/ im too lazy to check mr webster, dirtboy). How to wake up early so as not to be dropped out of the 7am class (and yeah, what the hell was i thinking getting a class that early when my body clock always turns on snooze when somebody wakes me up) + yadayadayadayadaaaya.da. x Reason orients our minds into this world of fucking illusion. That was me trying to sound absolutely cool. Lol. 4 .
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October 18th, 2006
October 19th, 2006
Tootles POSTED AT 06:53 AM This is probably depression. Symptoms recurring include eating like mad + not wanting to be home after school + worrying about almost everything + getting pissed off with even the lousiest of all reasons + wanting to spend so much time alone + etc. Ack. This is the sadness. Ive tried cheering myself up (er pathetic) but all to no avail. I think I need more chocolates. And coffee. Green nail polish? Or probably purple. I need some form of release. I want to paint I dont know why. I miss the old life.
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