swimming in gumballs.
POSTED AT 06:55 AM

sinagtala

Fear spoils the delectable taste
Of a given moment
Fear of time’s mortality
Of every miscalculated move
As such might ruin the divine creases of our smiles
Or alter the exact distance of our repelling bodies.
You are too obvious
Oh don’t be

I see and feel and hear your fear manifest itself
In many forms you’ll soon fail to conceal
Like your mumbling to fill the
void of silence dancing
with our stillness
or the bantam pockets of sweat
forming bodies of water on your forehead.
I see and feel and hear your fear
Oh what’s the point
Can you
Let me be you abandon
Just let me be
Your abandon
And that fear of yours
Will eventually self-destruct
or
Perhaps take the form of
Hundreds and maybe even
Thousands of eager
Sperm cells swimming towards
My consciousness.

did we let the rain go loooose?
POSTED AT 07:33 AM

sinagtala

nakakatigang ang absence ng peeeechurs dito.

nagugutom na ko. apple and lots and lots and oh, lots of bananas lang ang kinakain ko simula kahapon. bawal daw iba dahil sa cute kong lbm. gash. this is the ultimate torture. gusto ko pa man din ng strawberry shake. at french fries na sour cream. at almond pretzel. at pancit luglog. at frosty. huhu lbm go awayyy.

Currently listening to: the get-up kids

people dressed for the funeral
POSTED AT 05:59 AM

sinagtala

the color of regret is white. and black, with a daub of brown.

i'm excited to do things, because lately i haven't been doing much. but what is much anyway? oh well, alon's due in less than a month. my life is about to change drastically and i just hope i've packed up all the essentials like an outstanding girl scout so that i could boast that hell i'm prepared for this.