naniniwala ka ba sa soulmates?
POSTED AT 03:19 AM

sinagtala

chemistry at its finest. Currently listening to: butanding-pinikpikan
Currently reading: sophie's world-jostein gaardner
Currently feeling: seeeeeck. ack.

the land of barkers and sumptuous isaws.
POSTED AT 03:51 AM

sinagtala

in my mind is a whirlpool of what-the-fuck-are-you-doing-with-your-life and hows and you-must-be-out-of-your-mind and whys. this has something to do with not having anything to do. and yes, i don't make sense. yeba.

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narealize ko lang na kelangan mong maging maangas at astigin para pumasang barker dahil kung hindi, hindi ka makakahuthot ng pera sa mga jeepney at fx drivers kahit na ang puhunan mo lang naman eh laway at boses. in short, ang job specification ng barker ay ang sumusunod:

1. malakas ang boses
2. maangas
3. maangas
4. malakas ang boses

sa hirap nga naman ng buhay dito sa pinas, nakaka-imbento tayo ng sari-saring trabaho para lang kumita. well, only in the philippines ika nga.

monochromatic ang tunay na kulay ni rainbow bright.
POSTED AT 04:37 AM

sinagtala

may pintura pa ang mga daliri ko. dilaw, puti, pula at bughaw. kakatapos lang ng painting class ko. kadalasan, may ngiting nakabitin sa mga labi ko pag-labas sa silid namin matapos ang klase. pero ngayon, iba ang ihip ng hangin. iba ang kulay ng kalangitan. hindi bughaw, kundi kulay abo. tila makitid ang corridor na lagi kong dinadaanan papunta sa cafeteria. hindi ito maaliwalas tulad ng dati. may mali. may pintura man ang mga daliri ko- dilaw, puti, pula, at bughaw, hindi naman nito kayang pintahan ang black and white kong mundo.

trip to quiapo (the land of pampareglas) =D
POSTED AT 09:34 AM

sinagtala

my sched this term keeeecks ass. i'm off at 1020 every mwf, which means i have the entiiiire afternoon to either bum around or loiter like hell. the latter was what i did a while back. after my last class, i went straight to españa to greet boyfriend's mom a hapeee burfday. sadly though, she wasn't home and so i wasn't able to give her my gift.

we went to quiapo afterwards to search the jungle of dibidi-selling kiosks for good flicks to watch. and yes, we were bombarded with "gusto niyo porn?" questions everywhere and i was teasing foyd that maybe we get such offers coz he looks like some perv salivating on xxx (haha bleh ). i was supposed to buy Before Sunset so that i could watch it over and fucking over again but then i saw Y Tu Mama Tambien and decided to buy it instead. the cover says it's wildly erotic according to the rolling stones so i have to warn my dad what it's really all about because he might see it and go berserk thinking that her unica hija is now fond of watching something wildly erotic. haha. Currently listening to: the bean curve-twisted halo

you need to be renamed.
POSTED AT 05:43 AM

sinagtala

aruy. hindi talaga ko sanay sa high fucking heels. ok ok. hindi na siya 'high'. nasanay lang siguro ko sa flats. i go to school, to church, to gigs, to malls, almost everywhere, wearing flats. kaya aruy talaga. isa pang ayoko pag nagpupunta sa semi-formal gatherings e yung kelangan ko magsuot ng dress na knee-length tas nababalandra ang anklets kong nakatira na sa paa ko. so syempre sa tingin ng mga tao e ang jologs ng dating ko, without them knowing na lahat tayo, may tinge ng pagka-jologs in one way or another. oo pati ikaw.

your wrath i could almost touch.
POSTED AT 10:16 AM

sinagtala

i bleed
whenever you
stab me
with your
words,
but i
die slowly
when i pull the
trigger
and hit you
with mine.

either way,
i am on the
losing end.
shattered.

shattered,
but loving
the pain.

this
euphoric
pain Currently listening to: conquering hades-voc

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random faces at a blur
POSTED AT 10:37 AM

sinagtala

i have experienced, not just once, not just twice, not even just thrice, being stuck inside the train (mrt) for what seemed like forever (especially when i'm running late for class) because it wasn't functioning properly. and then last saturday, again, i found myself waiting endlessly at the lrt station-vito cruz because, well, (surprise!) the train's busted. and this, ladies and gentlemen, is where our taxes go.

now i'm beginning to wonder if who, in his right state of mind, would pay due taxes. are we getting our money's worth?

watever.