kasama ko sa fishbowl si nemo.
POSTED AT 02:57 PM

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habang nakatitig sa aquarium sa lib namen kaganina, naisip kong buti na lang at hindi ako naging isda. kase kung nagkaganon, destined lang akong kainin ng mga hinayupak na taga-lupa, o kaya naman e destined lang akong mabagot buong buhay ko kakasisid sa kawalan. well, that's one thing to be thankful for perhaps. malungkot man ang mundo ko at times, at least hindi naman ako low-life habambuhay katulad ng mga isdang yan. haha. watda. imagine, kung naging isda ako, hindi ko ma-e-experience maligo sa ulan, makipag-holding hands, pagmasdan ang kalangitan, mag-abang ng shooting star, tumoma, umiyak, humalakhak, at kung anu-ano pang ka-anuhan. haist. pero ang catch jan, ang memory span naman daw ng mga isda e tumatagal lang ng 3 seconds. pwede. walang attachments. iwas commitment. safe. Currently listening to: NOT AN ADDICT ng K's CHOICE

BILANGGO (sa rehas na gawa ng puso mo)
POSTED AT 12:45 PM

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tula. awit. kape. biskwit. alitan. kulitan. masinsinang usapan. alaalang pilit binabalikan. pagkakaibigang nabuo. mga sulyap na hindi maitago.

ansaya. naging matagumpay yung inorganize nameng poetry reading-acoustic night-art exhibit kagabe sa fudge bar, españa. andameng dumalo. andameng nangyare. astig ng butong pakwan. binuhay nila ang *ethnic tugtugan* (kung ano man yun). pati yung nagperformance art, hats off ako. wa ko ma-say! tignan nyo na lang yung pics na i-u-upload ko soon, pag di na ko sinusumpong ng aking lubhang katamaran.

hanggang ngayon, may remnants pa den ng sabado night ang bumubulong sa utak ko. random thoughts:

"asa makabagong panahon na tayo ngayon, pero bulok pa den ang sistema." (korak!)
-isang bandang taga-pup

pag namamatay ang tao, walang trace of life ang nakikita.. san nga ba nagpupunta ang buhay na minsan nating natamasa? (medyo ni-rephrase ko lang)
-jayson (nakalimutan ko apelyido. chori!) na taga-LIRA

tula. awit. kape. biskwit. alitan. kulitan. masinsinang usapan. alaalang pilit binabalikan. pagkakaibigang nabuo. mga sulyap na hindi maitago. isang gabing puno ng saya, saksi ang buwan, saksi ang langit, saksi ang mga tala.

Currently listening to: BILANGGO ng RIZAL UNDERGROUND
Currently reading: ORGANIZATIONAL BEHAVIOR (na nire-require ng sch)

morbid plastic cups and tinapays.
POSTED AT 01:41 PM

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*this life is supposed to be a comedy of the errors that i make. so how come no one's laughing?*

haist. unang pagsabak sa gera kanina. hellweek ngayon. midterm exams. pasahan ng requirements. in short, patayan na naman. tatlong oras na tulugan. naiinis ako sa exam kanina. andali-dali lang naman, pero hindi ko pa nasagutan lahat! pakers. nakaka-frustrate! ang labnaw kase ng utak ko ngayon e. gr. wala ko sa diwa. pwe! excuses.

basta. i fucked up. nuff sed. Currently listening to: MAKE UP ng MARTY McFLY
Currently feeling: grrrrr.

of bloodbaths and butterflies
POSTED AT 06:13 PM

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you are the truth that shall never be. *sigh*

polaroids of screaming isp cards
POSTED AT 03:39 PM

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for breakfast, i had a plate of terms and definitions to memorize early this morning. and as i was digesting the words from my business law book in preparation for my midterm exam, it just came to me- i am criminally liable for loving you. go ahead and shoot me for being mushy. but it's true. i am. criminally. liable. for loving. you.
go figure. Currently listening to: EYE FOR AN EYE ng SOULFLY

unmasked.
POSTED AT 05:23 AM

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in a few days or so, i am certain that the air i am breathing will never be this soothing, that this seat we used to share will never be as comfy, that the night sky that used to be the only witness as our hands intertwine will never be as romantic. i am certain, though i can never be prepared. every fleeting second makes me dread of that very moment when everything will just be as good as history.





... Currently listening to: IS PATIENCE STILL WAITING ng THE JULIANNA THEORY
Currently reading: CATCHER IN THE RYE
Currently feeling: LBM-ish

CHEESE curls, the revenge.
POSTED AT 11:33 AM

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in times when despair devours my whole self, i seek refuge in the arms of sleep. it is only there that i fear not of pain, for i know it cannot destroy me. in my sleep, pain could not wound me. i'd bleed, but not for long. because once i open my eyes, the blood there once was could just be a sweat on my forehead. so in times when despair devours my whole self, i seek refuge in the arms of sleep, for it is only by doing so that i can escape from the dark alleys of my life.


. Currently listening to: NO UMBRELLA ni CYNTHIA ALEXANDER
Currently feeling: *rainy* within.

POSTED AT 04:18 PM

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bakit kaya natin nakikilala yung mga taong nakikilala natin?

kumati na naman kasi `tong isipan ko. minsan, malikot lang talaga `to, kung anu-anong kabalbalan ang ibinubulong saken. ewan ko ba. sabi kasi nila, lahat daw ng nangyayari sa buhay ng tao, may dahilan. e ang pagkaka-kilanlan ng bawat tao sa isa't isa, ano kaya ang dahilan? ang daming dahilan siguro ang lumilipad sa himpapawid gabi-gabi, minu-minuto..

sana, ibulong naman sa akin ng hangin ang dahilan kung bakit tayo nagkakilala noong gabing iyon.


. Currently listening to: AUTUMNS MONOLOGUE ng FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
Currently feeling: har. the drama never ends

deep-fried silence.
POSTED AT 06:41 PM

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ex: Ano oras dsmisal m? Kain tyo.
ako: Ntay m ko?Til 730 ako.

at ayun na nga. nagkita kame pagkatapos ng klase ko. kumain sa kfc, nagyosi, tumambay sa um. nagdadadrama siya habang sinasalo ko naman ang lahat ng hinanakit niya. ayos. toilet bowl na naman ang dating ng beauty ko, labasan ng mga sama ng loob.

hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero words seem to escape me. hindi ko ma-describe kung pano ba nag-transpire yung conversation namin. i guess i just have to leave it like that, because sometimes, words do no justice.



. Currently listening to: SCATTERHEART ni BJORK
Currently feeling: sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.

the art of smelling one's foot
POSTED AT 02:36 PM

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so what if nu is now playing coheed and cambria? why is it that people are making such a big fuss out of it? kasi ba porket mainstream na, uncool na rin, baduy? kasi ba dapat iilang tao lang ang nakikinig nun, para astig? bakit ba badtrip kase daw mainstream na masyado ang thursday, tbs, dashboard, at kung anu-ano pa? enlighten me. i do not get the whole point.

i think that music is to be enjoyed by everybody. if they want to listen to a certain song or a certain band because everybody else is listening to it, then let them ride the bandwagon. let them be. our own preferences doesn't always have to be based on other people's choices. Currently listening to: GIRLS NOT GRAY ng AFI
Currently feeling: mader paking cramming